Some sort of a pinchful thrill I do undergo on THEGOODBLOGS inviting writeups on ‘best mother’. So sad I feel that my mother, my mother divine as we called her’ is no more. She left us years back. Time passed has no impact and she is every minute in our heart, in our thoughts. The chance given to write on mother gives me an opportunity to repeat my tribute manifestatingly through this post. I think of her and I think of those heavy moments when she left us. It runs like this :

MOTHER, NAY MOTHER DIVINE, IS NO MORE ! SHE BREATHED HER LAST AT 11.25 IN THE NIGHT OF 10^TH AUGUST (1991). I WAS THE LUCKY ONE TO BE BY HER SIDE WHEN SHE BREATHED LAST. WITH SERENE CALMNESS BRIGHTLY MANIFEST ON HER FACE, IT JUST MADE A DIVINE LOOK AND THE DARK NIGHT OF AMAVASYA, AS THE DAY HAPPENED TO BE LIKE IT WAS IN THE CASE OF MY FATHER WHEN HE DIED 24 YEARS BACK, DID NOT MAKE THE ATMOSPHERE GLOOMY IN ANY MANNER  -IT RATHER HAD A SORT OF A COOL FRAGRANCE. THE LAMP (PETROMAX) WHICH WAS OTHERWISE GIVING A
NORMAL LIGHT, HAD ALL OF A SUDDEN A FLICKER, THEN A FLASH AND GONE OFF THEREAFTER COMPLETELY  -THE PHENOMENON OCCURRING EXACTLY SIMULTANEOUS TO MY MOTHER BREATHING LAST. THIS I WAS NOT TO BELIEVE EASILY IF I WAS NOT A WITNESS MYSELF TO WHAT HAPPENED LIKE THIS. CERTAINLY MY MOTHER WAS A SOUL PURE AND DIVINE ALL HER LIFE.

 WHY DO I FEEL SO SHATTERED ON MY MOTHER BEING NO MORE IN EARTHLY EXISTENCE IS THE QUESTION I AM ASKING TO MYSELF GETTING ANSWER FROM THE SPHERE THAT THERE COULD BE PARALLELS FOR SEVERAL THINGS IN THE WORLD BUT NEVER THE ONE FOR MOTHER`S LOVE  -MORE SO IN THE CASE OF MY MOTHER WHOSE LOVE KNEW NO BOUNDARIES NOT FOR HER SONS ALONE BUT FOR SEVERAL WHOM SHE TREATED LIKE HER SONS. IT VERY MUCH FEELS AS IF SHE IS STILL AROUND. BUT AS THE TRUTH DAWNS, SHE ISN’T.   10~08~1991                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Neelkanth

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